With one action I threw away what we had, and I'm really really sorry for that. I don't have any explanations, but I do apologize with all my heart. If it means anything, I can honestly say that I really do love you and I've tried harder in this relationship than with anyone else. It's hard to believe because I know what happened hurt you sooo much. If I could take away the pain for you I would. Too bad we never got that happy ending, but I'll accept that consequence. Take care of yourself.