Saturday, May 24, 2003

The Spirit of Revival YFC Praisefest was really uplifting. I definitely feel a renewed energy in my faith. The Better Luck Next Sunday commercials were freaking hilarious, the Give Your Heart to God skit was adorable, and all the songs were soooo moving. Yayeee! What really hit me the most though was the keynote speakers. They talked about giving everything up for God. Something I've heard before, but it really sunk in tonight. I guess the whole double life thing was a flashbulb moment. That's what I've been trying to do for awhile and I really thought I could do both. Live my faith, but still keep doing the stuff I used to do. That takes up soooo much energy and I've been in a slump because of it. My faith hasn't been growing as much as it could because I haven't let go. I've been rationalizing in my head, "Oh it's not that bad. Blah Blah Blah." But that's not keeping it Christ centered and putting him first. So yea, I guess God is telling me what I really needed to hear again. And I really want to follow Him. So one step at a time...here I go.....

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