I just left 25A earlier. After bible study with Father Pat's I went with GP, Mama, Shelby, Em, and Nimz to Oriental Kitchen so that they could get food. While we waited for food, we laughed at the people who tried to exit through the locked door. HeeHeeHee this one guy noticed Nimz bagging on him. It was funny. Then GP dropped Shelby and me at 25A and Em and mama followed shortly. Nimz couldn't find parking so she didn't get there until Em left. After we ate, we started playing Fuzion Frenzy. Dude that game is crazy. Mama kept kicking our butts until Cristina came. That's not saying much though cause it's my first time playing and I suck at videogames. But Cristina kept winning after that. I think we got a little to caught up in the game cause when it was time for Cristina to go, her car was gone. It got towed. =( Poor girl. So that was the end of Fuzion Frenzy. They went to go find her car. I hope they get it soon.
I don't know if it's cause I'm pumped from playing Fuzion Frenzy or what, but I feel at peace. I haven't really felt this in awhile. Not that things have been really bad or anything. I guess I just felt a little tired. Things were starting to get heavy, and even though it wasn't at the freaking a this freakin sucks level,I knew sooner or later it'd get to the point. But now I feel like all that's been lifted off me. Not that things are all better now or anything. There's still a lot of stuff that I need to settle, but I guess now I know I'll get there. Like I think I was starting to feel stupid for making myself vulnerable like that. I've been feeling like an ass, but dude, there's nothing wrong with putting yourself out there. That's all you can do. And if no one's taking it, at least I know I tried and I can walk away without regrets.
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