I don't know. There are times when I'm feeling satisfied with the way life is going, but sometimes I feel discontent with how things are going. Maybe I need to be patient and more understanding, but I really want things to go back to the way they were. I feel like I'm missing out on something I used to have because its not that way anymore. I don't know what to do, how to make things work. What I do know is I don't like feeling so helpless and unsure.